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Hey!
This is my first time doing the whole web-diary thing. I was going to try YouTube but I kept worrying about how I looked which is really bad so I kind of gave up! But this will be a try at trying to keep something going as I have a real problem with sticking with something. I have a low attention span.
So, what do you want to know?!
I'm going to use this to post my thoughts, things I've done and just try and reach out a bit. It may be boring at times but I'm not a famous person or someone who has tons of drama, hence the name! I am outspoken, thoughtful and expressive which will become more apparent as I go along and stop being so formal. Oh, hello there computer screen and fellow cyber friends, what a pleasure it is to be aquainted... yeah I need to let loose!
Stop going on! What's the deal with your life?
Right, my life... I live in a smll town in Wales with dreams to get out. I'm taking a gap year, finished my A-levels in June 2007. I studied psychology, sociology and law for 2 years and got out alive! So now I'm working, getting some money together for next year, university! I'm going to UWE no matter what my parents say, I need to get away. If anyone does actually read this and is going to it tell me! I'm gonna know no-one as I'm going over the border! My most favourite things to do are read books, talking, going out with my friends, listening to music and watching films. My favourite people are my friends, Robert De Niro and Katherine Hepburn. Thier all timeless to me. I love Kurt Halsey too, his drawings seem to express me whenever I see them! I think he's so talented and touching with what he does.
Ok, now we're getting somewhere! What do you want the most out of life?
I want to enjoy it and get over what has happened to me in the past. I may tell you all some things in time but atm I have to deal with my own demons. I want to be happy with a dog and maybe a nice boy with a house in the middle of a big field. Until then, I just want to live to the fullest and appreciate everything I have since it may slip away at any moment.
What do you miss the most?
People who have gone from my life in many ways. My nanny Sylvia and my nanny Annie are sorely missed. My oldest friend Holly's mum who is happier elsewhere. Holly and her family who moved to Australia who I think about every day and miss and want to get back in touch with. And people who have slipped out since high school ended like all my girl friends and past boyfriends who meant so much to me at the time who were best friends for the time.
Pass the tissues you big softie! So start dishing the dirt, this is supposed to be a diary y'know!
Ok well, I didn't have work today so that means a lie-in yay! I skipped the gym, had too much to do like stay in bed! I then went to Cardiff with my two friends which was so much fun! I got really bad road rage, lost all sense of direction and may have got caught speeding... eeeeeek! I hate driving, I get so wound up and start getting stressed! And then I did some hula-hooping and ate healthy (go me!) and then just sat on my sofa doing feck all! I told you it'd be exciting!
Ok time to sign out...
I'm tired now it's 00:15 in the UK so it's late! I'm usually tucked up in bed with my jim-jams by now! But I will update this if anyone's interested! This is gonna be me letting loose without anyone I know knowing... cool! Oh yeah, and you can call me Samantha, Sam or Sammy since it is my name, forgot to mention that!
Only love and peace,
Sammy xxx